
“There’ll be shadow beneath each lamp.”
A dedication
The Priest of Life
With a brief scroll on my touch screen (mobile phone), there appears a title, “Famed butterfly Researcher Putali Baje dies”. It was published by a famed National Daily.
Over the title, a photograph was printed of a British‑born late Mr. Colin Philip Smith wearing a Nepali Cap (Dhaka Topi). This white man (Kuire) had arrived in Nepal some fifty years ago as a teacher under the United Mission and worked in Gorkha, Kathmandu, and Pokhara. After doing extensive research on butterflies (Nepali name PUTALI), he was honored with citizenship by the Government of Nepal.
Not only we can still observe the vast collection of butterflies but also some other wild species as good as dead in the museum called “Annapurna Natural History Museum” which was established in 1965 A.D. by American Peace Corps inside the premises of Prithvi Narayan Campus which itself was established on 1960 A.D. in Pokhara.
A little controversial is the issue of USAID, which contributes a huge amount of money in conservation of endangered species. Certainly, we can find many such species within the collection of the aforementioned museum. But dead.
1998

Chapter One
A meeting in the valley
Two teachers meet on a rice terrace outside Kathmandu and find they are describing the same practice in two languages — one of stillness, one of movement.
2003

Chapter Two
Learning at the source
Years spent sitting with elders in courtyard houses, writing down what was never written down — breath counts, sequences, and the reasons behind them.
2009

Chapter Three
The first retreat
Nine students, one borrowed hall, ten days of silence broken only by bells. Everyone asked when the next one would be before the last one had ended.
2016

Chapter Four
Beyond Kathmandu
Retreats move out to the lake and the hills. Rooms become part of the practice — simple beds, local food, mornings that begin before the boats do.
2020

Chapter Five
Stillness, tested
The quiet years. Classes went online, teachers stayed put, and the practice proved it needed nothing but a floor, a breath and attention.
Today

Chapter Six
The hub, today
One house, two retreat seasons, and a small circle of teachers who trained here and never quite left. The door is open; the kettle is usually on.
27
Years of practice
64
Retreats held
31
Countries visited us
“Hold the posture until it stops being a posture. What remains is the practice.”
— A teaching we were given, and now pass on